People say when you turn 18, your birthday is supposed to be a big deal and its one of the best years or something like that. so i’m going to document my 18th year somehow. it may be pictures, or posts, something.
It’s 6:23 and I’m currently listening to Aladdin, eating pasta and attempting to sort my life out. oh and yes, Texas still sucks. Just had to throw that one out there. :) I have a chemistry review in 30 minutes that will last until 10:00. Wow. I need the help though. Chemistry is killing me right now. It’s slowly eating away at my life. I was working so hard on my chemistry today that I completely forgot to go to my lab recitation. Thankfully, the class before an exam doesn’t count so I could miss it :) But still, it’s ridiculous how much work this class is! AND I have to take it next semester too. Oh goodness, I’m gonna die. blehhhhhh.
I’m kinda ready for this week to be over. I want next Wednesday to be here, but I don’t. I turn 18 in 8 days. WHERE DID MY LIFE GO? I remember being in kindergarten at age FIVE and now I’m in college about to turn EIGHTEEN. I don’t like this. Can’t I just stay a kid forever? I mean, carrying a power rangers lunchbox, using a thermos, coloring for a legit grade, having recess and naptime sounds EPIC right now. Unfortunately though my life now consists of grabbing lunch in the form of a grilled cheese sandwich in wax paper on the way to class, using my OU water bottle that gets filled every couple of hours, doing ACTUAL work like solving equations, and having fun or sleeping whenever I can find time, which is hardly ever. Don’t get me wrong, I love college, but I miss being a kid.
Well, its 6:30 now. Texas STILL sucks and I need to get ready to walk all the way across campus to go to review. I hate chemistry…
i have an understanding music test this morning. i think I’m prepared. slightly.maybe. kind of? i feel confident, that’s all that matters. and its multiple choice-HALLELUJAH. well, slightly multiple choice, some fill in the blank, some true false. if i can just remember sackbut, i think I’ll be fine. its an early renaissance trombone in case you were wondering. my test is at 10:30. its 9:45. and I’m listening to Taylor Swifts piano version of “Forever and Always” because maybe it will help me remember over 200 years of history. pshhh, really i just want to listen to it because its Chrissy’s alarm and it never got to the part I wanted to hear before she turned it off. I guess I should do some last minute studying before this test. oh college life, how fun you are but how I HATE the exams you force upon me. peaceout.
my GPA will be a 3.66 for the semester. That I can deal with. Seriously, a 3.6 with my course load would be legit. And if I could just pull my chemistry grade up I would have a perfect 4.0. Do you know how freaking awesome that would be? To get a perfect 4.0 my freshman year. And if I could keep getting 4.0’s I could graduate with huge honors. And pharmacy school acceptance would be even easier to obtain. I care way too much about grades. I mean, I know I should be caring about grades but I calculate my grade every time I get a new grade. I have OCD about grades or something.
seriously. i mean, i like some parts of it, but most of it is just a pain. I mean who can honestly tell me how to solve this problem:Calculate the heat released when 2.21 L of Cl2(g) with a density of 1.88 g/L reacts with an excess of sodium?…That’s what i thought. I know I picked a major that was going to be chemistry based, but seriously! I feel like I’m drowning in a world of elements, waves, kinetic energy, and stoichiometry. It’s awful. I’m getting through it okay I guess. I mean, I have a solid B in the class. But its not an A, and an A is what I need to graduate with honors and a perfect 4.0 average. Okay, its a stretch trying to get a perfect 4.0, but who says it can’t be done? this chemistry class will NOT stop me.